August 12, 2005
Question
Eight years ago i caused an unvoluntary kundalini rising by practicing the "five tibetan rites" - kind of a power yoga, with drastic side effects in my case: i got a lot of disturbances from my nervous system, panic attacks, libido disorders, sleeplessness, tremors, a cold feeling in my feet and genitals and countless other physical and psychic symptoms.
apart from producing too much energy, it seems that the so-called "sixth rite" (all of them can be Seen here: http://www.night-thunder.com/fivesecret.html ). the sixth rite draws the energy from the lower chakras to the crown chakra and leaves the lower chakras powerless. unfortunately, the exercise seems to reverse the natural energy flow for good. i.e. even if the energy level decreases again, the body does not return to its original circulation: if you produce energy at your first and your second chakra, the energy rises to the heart chakra and causes heart problems.

What can i do to reverse this process, my energy flow and return to a normal life again?
can i gain a normal libido and produce sexual energy again that stays down in the first and second chakras whwre it belongs in my eyes?
or am i condemned to live like this forever, isolated from my surroundings, feelings and other people like an alien?
Any information how would be highly appreciated.